Camera *kachhaakkk*

Digital, instant, film camera..which one is your choice?.. 

From film to digicam- the "point-and-shoot" camera makes photography easier. It's simple & easy to use, even my six years old lil sis can handle it. Yes, people prefer the digital one over film. 

And now people hunt for DSLR- Digital Single Lens Reflex camera. Many people craved for this type of camera nowadays. It's so popular that I don't think I need to explain on this bloody thing anyway.. LOL

the DSLR!

Camera..I want to own one! DSLR?.. Nope. I want a film camera. Rather than digital one, I go for the old film camera. HAHA! 

film camera!

Why would I like the film camera anyway? Digital is way better. 

Answer: I dunno. HAHAH! I like old things. It gives me some sort of feeling which cannot be describe in words. =P

I'll definitely get this one someday!

Yaya~ see the film camera up there?.. I'll definitely, absolutely wanna get that one someday! HAHA! Now...ehe not enough money wor. Dunno how much it cost anyway. LOL. Seems not cheap. Wait till I marry someone rich maybe. haha. Film camera... into wishlist! SET! err, long-term one key. ^__^||

As for now, I'll go for polaroid camera! The instant type one where you got your photo printed straight from your camera on the spot.

ohh~ how beautiful! >___<

I've seen few types of instant camera before.. in Queensbay. Now I regret for not buying it. Eyhh it's ok, can go again next time! muahaha (evil laugh). The only problem buzzing me ryte now is the film. Quite hard to get the film for that instant camera nowadays. Not like you can simply buy it anywhere in just any shop. *sigh*

Browsing through the internet and found this one web- the polaroid image maker. Download the application and you can use it on your computer! Or maybe you wanna print your polaroid picture. Up to you! ^^ Me likey this application!! >___< 

Here are some of my "polaroid-made" photos:

This might seem lame, but very interesting to me! ^o^

I'm obsessed over film & polaroid camera nowadays. Spamming my tumblr with film & polaroid camera. HAHA!!

*kachhaakk!*

Feed your soul

Ohho~ tell me why not to love Tumblr. HAHA. Found this entry and thought it's wonderful. So here I am, sharing this piece^^

Prayer 1) “A person whom perfects his abolution, perfects his prayer. When a person perfects his prayer, everything else in his life will be perfect.” [with reference to the words of Imam Shafi’e]

2) “Take wudhu’ even if you are not required to. Retake abulation each time it is nullified. We should follow the practice of Saidina Bilal r.a.”

3) “Salah (Solat/Prayer) is a dialogue established with Allah s.w.t”

4) “Salah (Solat/Prayer) is the time when you enter a state of discipline.” 

5) “Khusyu’ needs training. It is not immediately God-given.”

6) “The amount of khusyu’ you get during solat shows how much attachment you have to this world.”

7)  ”You must disattach yourself from worldly matters because it disrupts the communication between the slave and His God.”

8) “It is worst if your heart looks away from Allah s.w.t during prayer.”
9) “If there is no ikhlas in your prayer, in the eyes of people, the prayer is valid. However, Allah s.w.t will not accept it and throws it back to you.” 

10) “Look at what you are wearing. If you can’t pray (solat) with what you are wearing. It means you are not covering your awra.”
11) “If a non-muslim tricks you by saying, ‘you Muslims worship the Kaabah!’. You reply by saying, ‘We only face the kaabah, we don’t worship it. It shows the unity of Muslims with every Muslim facing 1 direction.’”
12) “Some of us might ask Allah s.w.t, ‘Lift this burden of prayer from me.’ and Allah s.w.t will grant it by making you insane (insane people need not pray). Don’t ever ask for that ah.” 

The Muslim Identity/Living Life as a Muslim 1) “Even the things we do everyday, brushing our teeth, eating, sleeping, if we do it with a pure intention for Allah s.w.t, it is also ibadah.”

2) “Haram is Haram. Don’t Fear people, Fear Allah s.w.t. Don’t follow their way of social interaction. Be firm and follow your own way. If you are worried about your job. Remember. They don’t provide for you. Allah s.w.t provide for you.”

3) “Intention differs and act of worship from Habit.”

4) “Belittling a sin itself is a big sin”
5) “The dunya(world) is like a shadow,run after it and you will never be able to catch it, turn your back against it and it has no choice but to follow you” [based on the words of Ibn Qayyum]

  

The Quran 1) “What else can be better? When we read the Quran, we practice arabic and at the same time we get reward. Allah s.w.t is very generous. His rewards are great and huge but it’s only us that are not interested.”

2) “You leave the Quran, Allah s.w.t leaves you.”
3) “You want your revision to be blessed? Read the Quran!”

4) “Al-Quran is the manual on how to live your life as blessed as possible.”



Our Duty as Allah s.w.t’s Servant 1) “Islam is the religion of one who submits to Allah s.w.t’s rule and law. It is the highest honor to be the slave of Allah s.w.t because you are free from everything else. You are only the slave to your Creator. Allah takes care of you and helps you. However, if you chose to be a slave to your own desires, you are worse than animals and you are in the worst state. Your desires don’t promise you anything! and it doesn’t guarantee you anything.”

2)  “Allah s.w.t promised us providence but it is our responsibility to strive for it.”

3) “Do not, for other things, you strive but for Allah s.w.t, you just do the bare minimum. (ala kadar)”

4) “Especially for those whom Allah s.w.t loves, He will send trials and tribulations to show that His servant is true to Him, to prove that His servant is worthy of His love.”

5) ”The believers (mukminin wa mukminat), no matter what circumstances occur, will still be true to Allah s.w.t.”

6) ”It is not enough to be sincere. We must have both sincerity and dedication. We must be sincerely dedicated to Allah s.w.t. However, there are many in this world who are not sincerely dedicated to Allah s.w.t. but they are sincerely dedicated to the dunya, sincerely dedicated to their desires and sincerely dedicated to shaytan.”

7) “The sign of a person most likely to die Husnul Khatimah (A good death) is he is worried about his relationship with Allah s.w.t and nothing else. However, the sign of a person most likely to die Su’ul Khatimah (A bad death) is he is still worried about his worldly matters when he is about to pass on.”



Our Duty as the follower of Rasulullah s.a.w
1) “Don’t belittle the sunnah. The sunnah is the ‘Way of Rasulullah s.a.w’. How can you claim to be a follower of Rasulullah s.a.w but you don’t follow what he does?”
2) “In many things we do, the prophet s.a.w is our example. We should give a lot of selawat because even Allah s.w.t gives selawat to his beloved (s.a.w). Each selawat we give will be mentioned to Rasulullah s.a.w by the angels and he will reply each and every selawat.”


Minor Tasawwuf
1) “The heart speaks and the tongue translates what is in the heart.”

2) “Some people have reached the level where they ENJOY reading the Quran, zikir and praying.”

3) “The tongue is like a criminal. It speaks of things which are unnecessary. Utters words that are not good. We have to learn how to lock it and imprison it in our mouths.”

4) “The tongue and the heart can be either the 2 worst body parts or the 2 best body parts.”

 Seeking Knowledge of the Deen1) “The food for your souls is ‘ilm (knowledge)”

2) “I don’t mind teaching for free but you all must memorise whatever I teach. Money is not important. What you learn here and you teach others, you will get the reward and I will get the reward also.”
3) “You have to race to get knowledge.”

4) “In seeking knowledge, there’ll be trials and tribulations. One of which, Shaytan whispering to you not to go to class.”

5)  “Learning the Essentials of Islam is very important. The essentials is like the base of a house. If it is weak, it can be easily destroyed but if it is strong, no earthquake or flood can destroy it.”

6) ”The disease of knowledge is forgetting.”

7) “You learn knowledge, to let yourself benefit, and also to let others benefit from your knowledge, and to let others to benefit from the knowledge that you have passed on.”

8) ”Don’t say you’ll do it later. It will not happen if you keep saying, ‘later’.”

9) “The body, in order for it to stay healthy and strong, you feed it with food. Everyday you eat on average, 3 meals per day.. If you don’t feed it, say for one whole week, you only eat it once, your body will definitely become weak. But this is your body, this is what you see.. This is the body, that when you die, and you’re buried, it becomes decomposed. The body that you have been taking care of throughout all your life, it decomposes within a few days. What about your soul? The one that’s inside you, the one that lasts forever? How do you feed it? With ilm’ of course, with knowledge and ibadah’. That’s how you feed it. That’s how you take care of it, but this one does not decompose. However, if you don’t feed, your soul becomes weak of course. In a matter of days, it ‘dies’.”
10) “Firstly, before you come to class, correct your intentions. If you want to learn knowledge for you to debate with other people, that is not a good intention.”
11) “You are seeking Allah s.w.t and you are a learner of sacred knowledge. If you are sincere and dedicated, don’t you think Allah s.w.t will accept you and open the doors for you?”

May these knowledge benefit you. Barakallahufeekum. [:

Akhirukalam,
Shaik Nabil 

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down days..silence

I'm just an imperfect small human creature of Allah The Almighty. I slipped and fall sometimes. 

Past few days was not a good-me days. And I made myself sad and bad because of what I feel inside. And last night a friend asked me why am I acting like that. Sorry. I want to answer you, but I guess you better not know the reason. HAHA. Let's not talk about it. 

I talked to my bestie-cuz aka Aliya about it. I told her everything and burst into tears. Can't seem to hold it anymore. Human always want to stay strong, but sometimes there are times when you goes weak. Those are some of the times I fall weak. Sometimes we cannot control what we feel, because the inside me aren't that strong enough. 

Astaghfirullahala'zim. Forgive me, ya Allah. 

Aliya take position becoming my counselor that night. Been console and scolded "kaw2" by her. HAHA! serves me right. But she's right too. It's not that I don't know, but I seem to forget it..and it let me down to this sad, 'down', dark valley. 

After having a half an hour talk with her, I feel much more relieved. Help me clearing the mess inside. The big-looking dust now looked small and insignificant. Thanx to her I'm able to climb back to the surface and feel the fresh, bright breath up.. the feeling of having back real smile and laugh. She's really good at doing 'magic' I supposed. From tears to joy in just a split second. LOL. 

magica. hehe

Can't wait till the end of January. Gonna meet u cuz^^ Ohh how I wish you're here. =(

Found this while tumblr-ing today. HEHE. Found lots of inspiring new page today. How wondeful. Ohho~

Special Common Hols~

This holidays may seem like any other common hols like I've had before. Staying at home. Spending time procrastinating and did nothing.. but somehow there's something, a little, very small different in this hols. This "common" holidays I had this time is SPECIAL. A real special common holidays.

Went to Mira's house November 20th. Did my SIEP there; at (don't remember the name) a place where these three brothers, uncle Rosdin, uncle Mohd Nor, & uncle Halim run a business of goat breeding. They breed & sell goat.

"hey, see my tanduk?"

From the very first time we( Mira & me) met this uncle Mohd Nor & uncle Rosdin, we truly love this place & of course the people too! Uncle Mohd Nor help us a lot with our SIEP. HOHO~

Uncle Mohd Nor tells us everything we need to know about his business. He's handsome nice & polite..it's comfortable to talk and chat with him^^ The place itself is clean and even the goat also looked great! HAHA!

"tiap2 ari saya sikat rambut..eh bulu"

The goats are cute! Like seriously sooooo cute!! >____< One of the male goat (the male Jamnapari) is a smiling goat(I supposed). He loves to smile! guess this is what people say "senyum kambing". What an awkward, cute smile! HAHA!!

The male Boer is so macho. Very masculine. Compared to male Jamnapari, he's quite strong & reactive active. That's why he's being tied up, but the male Jamnapari is let free. Oh well it's ok, they're still friends~

OHH wait2!! There's one little kid was born on our second day there (I think so..or is it third?). Not sure if its a male or female, but I think its a male. hehe~He's soooo cute! The body is all white and he looked like a sheep! baby sheep! HAHA!!

the cutie kid!

like a little human baby, have high curiosity. He's afraid to approach human, but still came to us & when we grab him, he didn't cry like other kid & when we call for him, he came to us. Now how cute is that >_____< ohhhhOOoo!

mira with the high curiousity, cutie kid!

and this one is his cousin

Ok, too much on goat things =__= tettt! change subject!

On Dec 11th, my cousin got married. Stayed at her house for about 2 days. Had a great time with them. Learn to talk with oldies(new experience!!), make friends with little kids, and of course spend time with dearly 2 lovable cousins; Aliya & Wani.

[Confession: I'm not so good with babies, lil kids etc] I like babies & kids. They're cute...from far. Means, if you don't bother them, then ok. But if you kacau2 them, they'll turn to be like Incredible Hulk and cry3!! <--from past experience

HOHH! that's creepy! Some kids might not be like that.. well, the kind, real cute type of kids.

"hye.." =^_^=

haa~ "hai.. I'm cute..nice..good..bla3"

hehe~ But most kids aren't that easy to approach. Especially the one who's like stranger's freak (reject not-so-well-known people/strangers). These type of kiddos layan people that they know or used to them only.

Example, the awkward moment when you see a little kid and say hi to them..

and you're like

but in the end they're just like

Anyone never experience this?.. HAHA!

And in my case with my cuz's daughter; me, who are like quite a stranger or maybe new face to her-REJECT! ghhh! O[]O||

Hey lil girl, THAT'S NOT CUTE. =_=

But after few days (2 days je), I've been accepted into the club!

ehemm I mean into her life(?). Hey Aliya, your niece have accepted me!! LOL Make friends with Adawiyah, Uwais (getting better than before2..hehe) and Iman(Iman..she make friends with everyone=.= LOL).

"Lollipop in hand..the world is mine" The samseng look from Adawiyah

The handsome bachelor- Uwais!!

Then few days before got back to UMK, went to Pangkor Island.. for hols(?). Tho not much activities done, but somehow I can relax..can't find exact adjective to describe. GAHAHAH.. Relax as if I set aside all the things in my head & let myself float with the current wave. HAHAH (too much?)

Like really2 enjoy the term defined "HOLIDAYS"-got time to relax, enjoy, time for you yourself.

Dekmatt & Madiha..duhh I luv this one!

Nukman emo-ing

the POYOs Wafiq! HAHA

Well actually the reason why this hols is special is because I learn to make friends talk, communicate with people, to get into the 'society'. hehe~ Discover how amazing & beautiful it is to be a part of the family..to have families-nanny, cuzs, lil kids etc. That the world isn't just about you and your world, you are just a part of it..a part of the wonderful world, wonderful life of others.

Gain new experience, new ways of seeing things & people as well as new 'item' installed into heart, mind & soul ( cewaahh TVXQ's song-heart, mind & soul). hehe~

If only..I wish..

"If only things was like this.."

Things doesn't always come the way we want it to be. Sometimes I wonder why. People just want to be normal right? Like most people does. It's a norm. So I think it's not wrong for me to wish for the same thing. No matter how freak I am, (well I don't think I'm that freak enough to be way too different or out of the norm) I still seek a normal life, a normal wish, asking normal things like normal people.

Normal. Comes from the word norm I supposed. The way things are & should be. Different people with different believe & way of life might have different ways of defining "normal". All of which goes back to the original term, norm; of human or a society one live.

"I wish.." 

Yes, a wish. Just a wish. Doesn't mean you'll get want you wish. There's no guarantee to it. Like when people make a wish over a shooting star. Whether your wish come true or not doesn't actually rely on that shooting star things, wish, ask etc.. Even if your wish comes true, it's actually has been set. Which mean it's merely a coincidence. No other things/life have power, real power over anything except God- The Almighty Allah s.w.t.. Because He want to give, thats how it'll be then. Even if I found a genie in a bottle, I wouldn't ask for a wish. Being realistic, I'm going to stay to what I believe. (Understand right?..lazy to explain much on this)

For not being able to achieve what I want, for not being able to live or be like what I wish, I get sad. Things like that sometimes brought me down. Because I'm just a normal human freak being, I believe I'm allowed to.. tho I know it's not good. Yahh very bad woo. =_= *sigh* 

I even forgot what I have. Focus on things I don't have, get sad over stupid things and forgot what I already have, forget all this great things Allah gave me. Astaghfirullahala'zim. 

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:: Things aren't be given or taken for fun. There's always reason behind it. Believe ::

KMPP in my heart

where memories were created-KMPP. lawa kan? ^^

Kolej Matrikulasi Pulau Pinang. Aku sangat3 suka tempat ni. Tempat yang pada aku menyimpan banyak memori suka & duka. Cewahh cam jiwang lak. hehe~

Yep KMPP means so very much to me. Kat sini laa aku belaja jadik berani & "gila". HAHA! 

Benda gila pertama aku buat kat KMPP, panjat tangki air sebelah masjid yang setinggi hampir 3 tingkat kat KMPP ngan kawan baek aku, Wani. HAHA~ 

Ceritanya bermula dengan aku (bukan aku sorang, Wani pon!) yang tengah emo sket taim tu. Cam bengong2 aku pon saja2 laa cakap, 

"teringin nak panjat tangki air tu" (sambil berenti tengok tangki air tu ngan penoh perasaan). Beberapa saat pas aku cakap camtu, Wani respon, 

"jom". Slow & selamba je jawapan dia, tapi tegas & serius. 

Aku terlopong jap kat situ dengar respon si Wani. Biar betik budak nih! Tapi Wani ni, sekali dia cakap something, dia bukan main2. Perkataan yang kuar dari mulut dia, bukan ayat main2. Aku pandang muka Wani, mencari jawapan. Betul ke apa yang dia cakap ni?.. Dengan muka selamba, pandang aku & senyum. 

"Jom aa". 

Melompat aku dengar jawapan dia. Excited pon ada, takot pon ada. Yela dah laa baru 2 minggu masuk dah berani nak buat benda gila camtu. Buat nya kena buang matrix sape nak tanggungjawab?.. Seram kot. Sebagai sorang budak yang agak skema, mesti laa aku TAKOT! Tapi aku ikut jugak. Ikut dalam keadaan separa sedar. 

Petang tu kitorang pegi survey dulu tempat tu. Tengok2 pagar kawasan tu kunci. Kecewa. Wani geram, dia tolak2 pintu pagar tu. 

*Tapp!* terlopong kitorang dua.

Pintu pagar yang konon berkunci tu xkunci rupanya! Boleh bukak! HAHA!! Ngan hepinya kitorang tutup balik pagar tu & pusing nak balik ke hostel. Rancangan kitorang hampir kantoi bila taim nak balik tetiba terserempak ngan pak cik yang jaga kawasan tu. Dia tengok kitorang blah dari situ ngan pandangan suspicious gle. Seram kot. Aku dah pucat dah, tapi bila tengok Wani jalan ngan muka selamba & tak bersalahnya aku cepat2 jalan sebelah Wani.. bersama muka cuak aku tu.

Pukul 9 malam kitorang dah siap2; pakai baju itam, seluar itam, tudung itam, kasut..err takde kasut itam. pakai selipar jek. hehe~ Kebetulan malam tu ada ceramah kat masjid sebelah kawasan tangki air tu, ramai la plak orang kat situ. Tapi, buat2 berani gak ngan moto "takpe!" . 

Pelan2 bukak pagar kawasan tangki air tu & seludup masuk. Ngan gaya ala2 polis nak pegi tangkap penjenayah atau gaya askar akhirnya berjaya jugak kami masuk. Cepat2 panjat tangga. Nampak jek macam rendah tapi penat gak lari2 panjat tangki air tu wei! Tercungap2+peluh2 sampai kat atas tu. Tapi memang berbaloi aah. Pengalaman kot! HAHA! Pemandangan agak lawa, nampak lebuhraya, lampu2.. HAHA! seronok. Before turun, kitorang sempat tulis nama kitorang kat dinding tangki air tu. Siap dengan date & time lagi! hehe! Tapi tulis ngan marker silver jek. Tak taw laa skang ade lagi ke tak. huhu~

Pas kuar dari tempat tu, kitorang pegi maen basketball. Pukul 10.++ malam kat gelanggang basketball. Dah lama teringin nak main kat situ waktu malam. hehe~ Malam tu memang sangat seronok. Almost satu jam main tetiba mak guard datang, suluh2 kitorang dari jauh. Mula2 kitorang buat xtaw jek kat mak guard tu. Cewahh belagak! Pastu bila mak guard tu datang dekat baru kitorang cuak. Cepat2 cabut lari! HAHA!

Perhatian: Kanak2 atau pelajar2 jangan laa cuba ye. Tak baik langgar peraturan. hehe~

Secebis memori yang dapat dirakam^^ :

suka jalan2 kat sini petang2

Lab & tutorial

hero2 H3P3

Presentation English drama - Snowrella

Jamuan hari raya..majoriti theme purple rini

bilik kuliah

with Bella! (gelap sket..kat dlm dewan. hehe)

 Betapa KMPP sangat bermakna kat aku, even tengok gambar je pon dah feeling gle. *isk3*