Hati Itu Rindu..

Hati itu rindu

walau hanya sebentar

atau sedikit cuma

perkenalan di dunia

pada mereka yang turut merindukan Dia.

Hati itu rindu

walau sejauh mana hati dibawa

namun kasih tetap dirasa

tanpa sebarang ungkapan

pada mereka keluarga tersayang.

Hati itu rindu

tika segenap waktu

suatu rasa yang datang

mengetuk rindu di hati

pada dia sang pemilik rusuk.

walau sejauh mana hati itu pegi

biar sekuat mana hati itu berlari

walau terkala hati tersasar

jatuh dan hilang

tidak dapat dikesan GPS

dalam setiap degupan jantung

jauh di sudut jiwa

hati itu rindu

untuk kembali

pada Dia pemilik segala isi dunia.

Dia yg Kusayang di Sana.

Kadang2 terasa aneh bagaimana suatu perhubungan atau kasih sayang itu tercipta. Kan? 

Kasih syg yg terjalin kerana-Nya. 

Melalui blog beliau, aku mula mengenali insan ini. dulu zaman sekolah, kenal muka je. comel. pandai. suka dia. tapi tak pernah kenal beliau, diri beliau yg sebenar. beberapa tahun berlalu, dan terbaca blog beliau. 

MasyaAllah. 

Aku menangis membaca tulisannya. setiap yg diceritakan, yg disampaikan buat air mata aku tak berhenti mengalir. basah je pipi aku membaca setiap post2 beliau. bait2 kata yg mendalam. menyentuh lembut hati ini. 

Kisah yg disampaikan buat aku inspire, buat aku bersyukur atas setiap nikmat yg Allah berikan. Betapa banyaknya. super tak terkira. bukan aku tak tahu atau tak terfikir, tapi sebagai manusia yg alpa, aku lupa. itu sebabnya sebagai manusia, kita kena salalu diingatkan. terima kasih kamu di sana, atas ingatan yg diberikan. 

lembut. cukup lembut dan menyenangkan. warm je. 

Sepanjang perkenalan melalui blog & fb beliau, i started to developed a kind of kasih for her. kasih sayang yg terbina kerana-Nya. Subhanallah. Aneh kan? tak pernah jumpa, tak pernah bercakap.. bila semakin kenal, semakin sayang kepadanya - sebagai seorang hamba Allah, seorang akhawat. sayang kepadanya kerana Allah. Sungguh. 

Semoga kamu baik2 di sana, di mana pun kamu berada. semoga kamu dan keluarga kamu sentiasa di bawah lindungan rahmatNya. ameen.

=')

Assalamualaikum!

The sky - my all time favourite! 

surah amalan harian

Assalamualaikum ne~ hee^^ 

iman manusia ni ada naik turunnya. as for me, even some quote, or new knowledge would help increase this little iman of this little being =) jom tengok kelebihan2 these few surah yg kita salu amalkan ni.

Al-Mulk: This is one of my fave surah. jgn lupa baca every night ye~! ^^

Hepi beramal! =D

finished LI

Assalamualaikum.

was in silent for quite a while. to lazy to write and when got idea, too buzy to write. haha. ohh well, it's just for the pleasure of myself, so no big deal. ehe.

finished LI already. so now i'm at home, making friend with boredness. that's i guess, until i find something to do. let's just rest for a while first. haha. its been 2days already since i got home, but i somehow miss the dearly Paya Indah Wetlands and the people there. ohh. kak ita, incik zul, mira kecik, incik wan, incik din, akmal, incik mail, incik joil, kak ana, kak ina, ahh everyone lahh. it'll be super long to mention everyone's name. haha

the experience i gain there with everyone could never be replaced. how much i love those people there. huu.. ne, people of Paya Indah Wetlands, stay well, i wish u all happiness and bless, and may peace be upon you all..ameen!

***

super agree with this Maher Zain's fb status,

"Before you assume, learn the facts.

Before you judge, understand why.

Before you hurt someone, feel.

Before you speak, think."

so that one can learn to be more human who wouldn't easily hurt himself/herself and others as well. that's the use of mind. use it WISE, not just WELL.

Dead hearts & empty Supplications

assalamualaikum. 

•Dead hearts and empty supplications•

It is reported that Ibrâhîm ibn Adham (May Allâh have mercy on him) once passed through the market of Basrah. People gathered around him and asked: "O Abû Ishâq, Allâh the Exalted says in his Book. ‘Call on me, I will answer your prayers’, but we have been calling on Him for a long time and He does not answer our prayers. [Ibrâhîm] replied, “O people of Basrah, your hearts have died in respect to ten things:

- First, you know Allâh but you do not give Him His rights;

- Second, you have read Allâh’s Book but you do not act by it;

- Third, you claim to love Allâh’s Messenger صلي الله عليه وسلم yet you abandon his Sunnah;

- Fourth, you claim to be enemies to shaytân but you conform to [his ways];

- Fifth, you say you love Paradise yet you do not work for it;

- Sixth, you say you fear The Fire yet you put yourselves closer to it [by sinning];

- Seventh, you say death is true but you do not prepare for it;

- Eighth, you busy yourselves with the faults of others and disregard your own;

- Ninth, you consume the favors of your Lord but are not grateful for them;

- And tenth, you bury your dead but take no lesson from them.”

[Abû Nu’aym, Hilyah Al-Awliyâ’ 8: 15, 16]

credit: Coffee break for Muslims

"Understand" & "Just Accept" Can Be Separated

Assalamualaikum.

Todays entry is kinda a bit of self-conscious (i think..em. maybe.) and i guess can only be accepted by those who felt the same things.

All this while, i thought everything need to be understood in order to be accepted. 

This theory i've been using applies on human mostly. on one's character i guess. need to understand one's behavior, why one did that, why one is like that, any hidden history that lead to this and that, all those that encompasses every possible reasons behind the present behavior of oneself. 

i've been doing a lot of thinking. em.

It's quite depressing actually. especially for those whom i can't seem to take it or accept it. until i can understand it, i seem to be, not rejecting it, but rather, kinda repulsive unto. 

It's not like the kind that make you hate that person, but just a slight dislike in the heart, as such you can still treat that person well, but there's this small feeling of discontentment toward some things that one did, or towards that person itself.

Astaghfirullahala'zim.

i feel really bad (T_T)

well, some make me more attracted to them. in such a way to understand them better. because their undefined-dunno-where-it-come-from hidden charm are stronger than the repulsive unacceptable-kinda-dislike-dunno-why feeling.

i think everyone has this feeling. pretty sure of it. but the different between us all is how we tackle this feeling. to accept it, rejecting it, or rather like me, always choosing to look for an answer to understand and try to accept.

while i was browsing the fb's newsfeed, i came across this one quote. which become sort of an answer to me, or at least make me realize something. 

This proves something. my theory, i don't think they're totally wrong. i still, do think that we ought to understand something first before we can truly embrace it or accept it well. but this theory however is flawed a bit. the missing part is that not everything need to be understood, but rather, need to be accepted, unconditionally. 

maybe some thing, some people, are just born to be like that. lets now learn to accept. it's not gonna be easy however, but nothing is impossible. if we fail to, try again. try to accept. try to like. 

i don't want to keep having such discontentment feeling toward a person for i can't accept his/her act. it feels kinda suffocated inside. for i know it's not a good thing. such feelings are all little whisper from the Satan to ruin us humans. this is a fact.

for i want to be a Muslim with good, pure heart insyaAllah, so i want to always purify this heart from even the smallest spot. 

may Allah grant us bless to be a better Muslims. Let us strive together =)

The Blessing of Islam

Assalamualaikum.

must watch! ^^

If asked what is the biggest blessing you ever had, what would be your answer?

Shouldn't it be Islam itself?

"So which of the favours of your Lord would you deny?"

(55:77)

"Blessed is the name of your Lord, Owner of Majesty and Honor"

(55:78)

The blessing to be born as a Muslim. The blessing to know Islam. The blessing of having receive the word of Islam. The blessing to accept Islam. The blessing to be a Muslim.

* too tired to write. but want to share this awesome vid here. something beneficial is meant to be shared, not to be kept by oneself. May we can all benefit from this. InsyaAllah. 

Assalamualaikum

"Assalamualaikum"

Seems familiar ryte?.. mesti la, salu bagi kan kat sedara sesama Muslim^^

tapi sedihnya jika salam yang diberi hanya sekadar satu perkataan yang hanya menjadi suatu adat, bukan dengan hati yang ikhlas. 

Sesetengah orang suka bagi salam. Alhamdulillah. Bagus di situ^^ tapi make sure bagi salam tu betol2, agar tersampai apa yang kita nak doakan kat orang tu. jangan cuma "semekom!". haha. apa maksud tu? bahasa baru kah? pastu yang menjawabnya will go like " we-kommsalam!" . ehe elok lah sama2 xdapat apa2.

Alang2 nak bagi salam, sila bagi dengan elok2, dengan betul. 

"Assalamualaikum" . 

kan ke lawa tu. alah, setakat tambah masa satu saat je nak sebut bagi betul, tak rugi pon kan^^ baru leh dapat pahala free. 

"Waalaikummussalam". 

sila jawab ngan relek je. tak yah nak rush2. tak lari pun si pemberi salam tu. kalau dia lari pon xpe.. Allah mendengar doa kita untuk dia. tu yang penting. =)

Ada pulak kes di mana sesetengah orang segan nak bagi salam sebab takut orang cakap dia warak sangat or such. emm.. 

Ehe, I used to be that kind of person. well, sort of. shame on me. tapi syukur disebabkan oleh teguran seorang doktor, beliau dah berjaya cipta satu impak besar kat hati ini. ehemm. hehe.

Kita bagi salam kat orang untuk mendoakan kesejahteraan orang lain. dan di saat orang lain menjawab salam kita, kita juga didoakan kesejahteraan oleh mereka. Subhanallah. senangnya kita didoakan orang lain. free2 je. best kan^^

"Assalamualaikum"

"Aku berdoa semoga kamu  sejahtera" , a very warm meaning of the As salam. an indirect expression of love =)

Memberi salam jangan lah dijadikan hanya sebagai adat. Di saat mulut mengeluarkan kata salam haruslah hati dengan ikhlas bersama niat mendoakan kesejahteraan orang lain. 

Bagi diri ini yang dahulunya tak jadikan salam sebagai suatu kebiasaan, bila jumpa orang, text etc. hati selalu rasa macam nak doakan kesejahteraan orang, maka "Assalamualaikum" menjadi pembuka. rasa seronok bila kita doakan kesejahteraan orang lain. 

Try it yourself, with your heart wide open wishing may peace be upon him/her. 

"Assalamualaikum"

=)

Appreciate This and That Simple Things.

Life is always seem so as busy that we sometime forget to appreciate simple things in our life. Right?

~To have a drink on hot, sunny day.

~Seeing joy of a family-be it our own family or not. because i think family bond is the sweetest joy^^

~getting a 'thank you' from someone even if we only did a small deed

~Seeing a warm smile of others

~watching clouds in the wide beautiful sky (my favourite!)

There are a lot of things that can make us warm inside and smile only if we appreciate that simple things or should i say gifts? Sometimes happiness doesn't directly need to fall onto us to make us happy. Seeing happiness, joy, the colors of life, the present of oneself or even yourself is happiness itself.

The world is created with variety of creature-humans, animals.. we are not alone. and that is why there are more reasons for you to be happy.

As much as smile is contagious, so does kindness & happiness.

Why don't we pause for a moment. re-live. just for a while; appreciate & enjoy life & especially the life around you. those people around you. Why not start with trying to listen. understand. feel. appreciate. and showing gratitude. The complex life can be simplified with some love, care, or just a simple smile-to strangers, foes, and friends.

this is such a lovely, beautiful and inspiring video. must watch ne^^

~life is a gift, and the only appropriate response to it is GRATEFULNESS~

^^

Everything also gone broken

All my electronic beloging; laptop, handphone, sim card (?) -- half-broken, and not to mention heart, which is now still under construction - going to rebuilt it to a stronger, better heart that it used to be.

I'm mad. and i have nothing to lie about it. every human have such feeling, the difference is that how we manage those feelings. this being here is trying to be a better human, but sometimes she fell too. 

i stumped and sat there for a while.

thinking. thinking hard. what to do, and why..why is this happening all at once?

the broken laptop, the broken handphone + just knew the-not-good news. erghh. 

i've been cheated - not cool. kinda like, hurt?.. mad?.. furious?..all mixed

the person i asked about then laugh at me, for that she knew i've been cheated - that's rude!

now what i'm going to do?.. how am i going to solve this?.. trade in and buy new one?.. or let them fix it and use it like i knew nothing bout it?.. or just let it be and use my old hp??

ohhh gerammmmmmnyaaaa!! >,<

sabar..dear self.

(is furious, but this time not to the point that feels like crying,,just...soooo furious.huk)

***

for the things that happened, i'm not gonna cry. i've cried enough (for the simple heart problem which i failed to handle), not this time. i'm gonna stand strong (hope i can! >,<)

come!

there might be some other bad things coming to greet me, but i'm gonna face it with brave. those bad things might 'kick' and 'punch' me till i collapse, and even cry maybe.. and so, for the tears i'm going to shed, i will try my very best to be a better and stronger person than before. 

i might cry a lot after this. and so, if i forget,  remind me, remind me that i should stand stronger. 

i'm gonna collect back each and every pieces of the broken me, glue them together or knead them all over again to make a stronger me!

Dear Allah, alhamdulillah for all this things You gave me; bad or good, are all just earthly test, for the next eternal life. Indeed Allah is The All Knowing. 

"Innalillah wa-inna ilaihi raji'un- Truly to Allah we belong, and truly to Him shall we return"