changes.

sume orang pon berubah. saya sedar perubahan adalah sesuatu yang wajib dalam hidup setiap orang tapi kenapa saya tak dapat menahan air mata ini?.. saya menangis dengan perubahan semua orang. kawan2, family members.. semua orang akan membesar. I'm aware of that.

MAAF.

saya sangat takut dengan perubahan orang. kerana itu, saya menangis sendiri.

i feel like i'm still the same person. but maybe me too..have changed. little or much, tanpa saya sedari, saya juga mungkin bukan orang yang sama lagi.

i might change. i change when people change, when things aren't the same anymore, when my life aren't the same anymore. 

but what to do.. tho i can change, but it's not that easy. 

life isn't that easy to alter.

..and now, there's a lot of things that have changed. i'm scared to the point that i can barely live. 

i'm stuck in the transition of life. of people.

i cry. and keep crying. but i still live. i keep walking this path of life. i'm still living this bittersweet present.

Ya Allah, kuatkanlah hamba-Mu ini. 

~.~