a quick post+animated gif

Supposely buat report now.. tons of them are piling up, waiting to be done. erghh~ stressing. but then without the stress, takde nye nak buat..muhahaha~

yesterday present report on Malacca, pastu realise got some mistake in the submitted report & need to fix it. skang time yg sepatotnya digunakan utk buat report laen dah terpaksa dicurik utk fix this Malacca report (T,T) menambahkan kepeningan & kestressan. =,=||

maka, dlm kesibukan menyiapkan kerja mesti laa ada sosial2 kan..hehe~ on tumblr got this one post, ajar cane nak wat GIF image. jum try ^^

here's the link: How to make Animated GIFs with free programs

cutie ryan gif

will try this ble dah xbizi nnt^^hehe~

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Aliya's buat blog. utk esaimen katanya. huhu~ dan utk adek2 skolah rendah yg nak belajar english katanya; sila lah melawat ^^

link: TEACHER ALIYA's English Blog

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sometimes you know you should stick to what you should not let yourself to

to just stick to what you know is the right thing to do

to what the sane mind says

but once you give in,

just a bit,

it means you're letting yourself to be torn apart

by those very factors

you already aware

risk yourself to a hazard

which you know will harm you
in either way

& yet you still let yourself to.

stupid.

let's stop.

=')

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lately suka dengar to this one song. ada part solo by this one friend. haha. dunno why suka suara dia. unik mungkin. & bila dengar the song, suara dia tu make the song sound cam sedeyh. hahahaha~

oke, siriyes. betol sedih.

yes, i'm a fan of this idol. haha. fan suara dia la.

=)

hari yang mudah =)

"uhuh, spek dy cute la, cam aku nye spek~" haha pasan jap. 

nampak sorang budak chinese y cumel mase naek bas. she sits at the front, seat next to us (me n saza). aha budak ni! budak kiut yg cam salu in a rush & cam semat aa gaya dy. suke2~ i mean her character; semat la =D hoho~

then watch her for few minutes. she's too cute. maka nya, aku & saza pon menegur lah dy. hehe~ sembang2 sket. wat suprised me is, dy ckp dy penah nampak aku. i mean like, she recognized me la.. sonok plak rasa. haha. 

menaiki bas yg dipandu oleh p.cik yg baru belajar bawak bas. uhh waw. pacik, sila belajar ngan baek, anda membawa penumpang2 sekalian bersama ya.

tett tarattt taatt taaa~ sampai UMK. turun n terus head to kaunter tiket transnasional nak bli tiket bas balek raya. yeyy! ^^ hee~ bes hari ni sebab cuaca tak panas sgt, & tak bahang sgt cam salu. pastu p beli barang. makan. balik.

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cloud pagi td. captured by a junior at UMK pc campus =D

close up. ni pon also, not captured by me. haha~ subhanallah.cantik kan? ^^

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hari ni cam sgt mudah. i mean like from awal tadi nak pegi kampus kuar2 trus ada bas. then sampai, xpanas sgt nak even nak kena jalan agak jauh p bli tiket. then p makan, tyme masok kedai penoh, takde tempat duduk, tapi masok 3 langkah je dah ade org abes makan & ade tempat kosong. pastu nk balek, tunggu jap je, dah ada bas. waw~

"dipermudahkan urusan" kata saza. hehe~

atas bas tido jap (sempat lg kot! jaoh perjalanan.cewahh.) sampai bilik terus online. stengah jam kemudian dpt call dari SEC jemput pagi conference kat KL bout this enterprise things like that aa~ huhu eksaited2. 

=DD

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Angela Aki's "tegami" mashup. even more amazing than the ori version; the very spirit it possess =D

the 'quite' long lost friend; thanx!

thanx to this 'quite' long lost friend that i found back.

"tak boleh give up lagi.. walopon rasa mcm mustahil, tp cuba jalah"

"try buat sehabis baik utk hari ni, masa depan tu biaq kat dia"

words that somehow soothes me. maybe because he's experiencing the same thing, so basically we understand this burden.

can't tell how much i'm thankful for that you've come back. in a way like, i've found you that i used to know. a friend that i used to know. you that i used to know =D

how it been quite hard to be on my own, holding on. this fellow is like a pillow, in which i can just comfortably pour everything, without worries. hoho~

didn't have feelings for him okey. uhh yes, of course a big NO. need to clarify this. we have our own personal life. separated & different from each other. haha. but he's an amazing friend indeed. (that's why so semangat blogging bout him. XDD)

for being undertanding, for showing that you understand; thanks mr. friend. 

=DD

in this big ocean

There are times when I feel so scared. as if i was left there in the middle of the deep ocean. alone. 

i know i have Allah with me. that should be more than enough. 

but as a weak human, i still have the fear. scared. i pray for that there will be some other human being that would stand there by me, not just to hold my hands, but to understand me, my feelings and my fear and thus help me to keep swimming,,swimming out of this place up to the surface. 

i have lots of fear, be it bout the live i'm living in this huge world or the coming Hereafter. 

until i can find another human to understand & help me swimming up to surface, i'll try my very best not to drown. i'll try to learn how to swim myself. i have Allah with me. i'll keep trying, because i'm here. still alive. and i want to keep living. living a good live. until Allah asks me to stop and take me with Him.

=)

may Allah grand me this courage. Ameen.

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last night's dean list was saddening and inspiring. how much i want to achieve to that level too. this time too, i don't know if i will or can try my best, but for the time being that's what i'm going to do. 

asked a friend that we will too, stand a moment like that next semester. that message last night was actually like a promise i'm making with him, that both of us will work our very best to achieve that. but he seem not to know. guess he thought it was just a saying. but hey you there, i was serious actually^^ 

the very friend achieving dean's award last night was awesome. she's always been. and she keeps growing brighter. congratez ne =)

p/s: I love my family, my friends and myself.

=)

destiny brought people throughout the world. what's my destiny?

went for lunch after class and zaret told us bout the dean's list students from our class. total of 6 people. some unexpected friends are in the list.

and i sat there, silently.
numb.

wow~sugoii.

when will be my turn i wonder.. will i ever be able to taste that beautiful cloud too?

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facebooking in the evening. saw pictures of some friends overseas. studying there. lucky people. i guess destiny finds different way for different people. how destiny brings these people throughout the world. destiny set by the Almighty Allah sure are amazing. 

for me who might be thinking are stranded here, sure does gain lots of things actually, lots of experience and amazing friends. friends that i don't want to lose, ever. I might not improve a lot compared to these amazing friends i have (seriously, each & everyone of them are amazing.. in term of how much they've grown within these past 2 years), but this small being here, too, isn't the same person as she was few years back =)

destiny set different story for each people. what's my destiny?

only Allah s.w.t knows =')

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saw this one post from a senior on fb. a very inspiring quote indeed=)

" Bukan SAJA2 Allah meletakkan anda dalam BIDANG itu..

Bukan SAJA2 Allah mengurniakan anda KEPAKARAN itu..

Bukan SAJA2 Allah memasukkan KELEMAHAN itu..

Bukan SAJA2 Allah memberikan UJIAN sebegitu..

Bukan SAJA2 Allah membiarkan anda mengemudi dalam KEADAAN sebegitu..

Melainkan Allah tahu anda akan memberikan sesuatu dalam bidang itu..

Melainkan Allah tahu anda bakal membiakkan ilmu2 itu..

Melainkan Allah akan temukan anda dengan insan2 ikhlas membantu..

Melainkan Allah mahu menguatkanmu..

Melainkan Allah mahu anda tahu betapa tingginya kasih sayangNya padamu..

Masihkan lagi tidak bersyukur?"

leaving SEED for bro+a beautiful hadith.

Adik masih di ICU. Tatau la bila boley kluaq. 


Din know dy masok ICU till dad call. Without any hesitation and 2nd thought (how could i have any 2nd thought thinking my bro in ICU) troih mek kptsan blah dari SEED. tho i luv the programme but the call for family is way more important woo.


After leaving SEED and hurried back to Kedah, terus pegi hospital. bukan tak pernah tengok dy sakit and terbaring camni..tapi he looked so weak with all those wires and tubes.. and i just don't know how to feel. i mean like i wanna show the strong me in front of him (walaupun dy tdo tyme tu..)AND i dun wan him to hear the voice of me,,crying. but still.. (T,T)

Seriously dun wan to cry. but tears keep running down the cheek. mcm air zam-zam y kua tanpa henti..bezanya my tears doesn't possess any healing power and such. uhu. I love him. 

I know nobody pon yg baca my blog, but still if any human do come across this post, pray for that my bro get well soon. Doakan semoga Allah memberkati dan melindungi adik saya. Doakan semoga adik saya diberikan kesihatan yang baik. Doakan semoga adik saya panjang umur. 

At home now. Sedang scroll2 status2 mereka2 d fb, i came across this post..which leaves me in teary eyes. menusuk hati. cewahh. tp betol..betapa bahagianya bila kita meninggal dengan membawa bersama "lelaki kacak" ini. Al-Quran yang indah..even membacanya sahaja dengan ikhlas pun dah dapat rasa, suatu perasaan yang indah. InsyaAllah. 

ni la hasil copy paste nye(tade edit2.mls)..hehe. it affects me. so, xsalah kalau saya share & who knows it might affect someone else too^^

Hadis yang Menarik Rasulullah S.A.W

Rasulullah (Sallallahu alaihi wasallam) bersabda : 'Bila seseorang lelaki itu mati dan saudaranya sibuk dengan pengebumiannya, berdiri lelaki yang betul-betul kacak di bahagian kepalanya. Bila mayatnya dikapan, lelaki itu berada di antara kain kapan dan si mati.

Selepas pengebumian, semua orang pulang ke rumah, 2 malaikat Mungkar dan Nakir, datang dalam kubur dan cuba memisahkan lelaki kacak ini supaya mereka boleh menyoal lelaki yang telah meninggal itu seorang diri mengenai ketaatannya kepada Allah. Tapi lelaki kacak itu berkata, Dia adalah temanku, dia adalah kawanku. Aku takkan meninggalkannya seorang diri walau apa pun. Jika kamu ditetapkan untuk menyoal, lakukanlah tugasmu. Aku tidak boleh meninggalkannya sehingga aku dapati dia dimasukkan ke dalam Syurga.'

Selepas itu dia berpaling pada temannya yang meninggal dan berkata,'Aku adalah Al-Quran, yang mana kamu membacanya, kadang-kadang dengan suara yang nyaring dan kadang-kadang dengan suara yang perlahan. Jangan bimbang. Selepas soal siasat dari Mungkar dan Nakir, kamu tidak akan bersedih.'

Selepas soal siasat selesai, lelaki kacak mengatur untuknya daripada Al-Mala'ul A'laa (malaikat dalam Syurga) tempat tidur dari sutera yang dipenuhi bauan kesturi

Rasulullah (Sallallahu alaihi wasallam) bersabda :'Di hari pengadilan, di hadapan Allah, tiada syafaat yang lebih baik darjatnya daripada Quran, mahupun dari nabi atau malaikat.'

Sila sebarkan Hadis ini kepada semua .......kerana

'Sampaikan pengetahuan dari ku walaupun hanya satu ayat.'

Saat Anda membwa Al-Quran, syaitan biasabiasa saja...tengok je..

Saat Anda membukanya, syaitan mulai curiga.

Saat Anda membacanya, ia resah dan gelisah.

Saat Anda memahaminya, ia kejang kejangan.

Saat Anda mengamalkan Al-Qur'an dlm kehidupan sehari-hari.ia stroke...Teruskn membaca & mengamalknnya agar syaitan terus stroke .

Saat Anda ingin menyebarkan pesanan ini, syaitan pun mencegahnya. Syaitan kata "jgn SEBARKAN, kerana ia tidak penting langsung"

namun kita semestinya menyedari perjuangan Islam adalah tanggungjawab kita.

crdt to:fasehah roslan

3D with little madiha. cinema?

Went out with Dekmatt & Madiha..watch movies and wondering around.

Kungfu Panda in 3D, quite okey la..the whole movie itself was just about less than two hour.wow~ why so short?! or is it bcoz I couldn't concentrate well on the movie worrying bout Madiha beside me..? she seems quite disturbed with the 3D specky on her and the cold aircond..I switch place with her and took off my socks, putting it on her. luckily I wore full covered shoes (still, quite cold without socks on) 

well anyway, feels quite weird, took a 7 years old little girl along into cinema. She's lucky(?) aah. 1st time got into cinema at the age of 7! hahaha! yes, something so uncommon for us. The parents?..emm mom & dad was like

"..hah?.. tu diaa uihh tengok wayang.........ish3 (with some sarcastic, not-so-pleased tone) hmmn"

ehe =__=|| I wonder whats going on their mind when I say "cinema".. my mind calculated about 89.73% of the possibility- they have this not so-good-idea in mind bout this "black" place. ughh. how's cinema in the old days anyway?.. what was the idea about cinema were like in the old days? 

O.o

I dunno bout cinema very well too (since i've been to cinema for less than 5 times and at 2 different places only). ehe=__=|| guess not in that very-right position for such question..okey2~

Got one funny question when we went to survey for handphone for Dekmatt..

"you two..couple aa??"

 me and Dekmatt was like ...

...

HAHAHAHAHA!! I couldn't say more. After Dekmatt tell her i'm his sis, she blushed and apologize few times. that question appears kinda weird with Madiha right beside us. LOL.

a photo taken last 2 weeks.huhu~