A "no" because I love.

Went out with lil sister last night. She put up cute, pity look and whisper to me;

"Kakak, beli la henfon kat adik satu.. naih kak?"

The only lil sister I had, the most beautiful, cute, smart, adorable (can as well be a little bit annoying at times.but then that's what little sister do), sweet and lovable lil sister ever, to me of course. I love her so much almost as much as I love my mom (sorry sis, mom's place is the highest after Allah & Rasullullah).

I smiled, and said to her;

"Nak ambik duit mana, kakak mana ada duit"

Not because I'm currently unemployed or non-self-employed that money is an issue. That's a whole other topic. Money isn't really an issue, it can be worked out. 

That statement uttered at that time was just a simple escape to a question considered as just-saying question. But really, after we got back home I really seriously thought of buying one for her. Because she's my very much loved lil sister, I want to give her everything she want, I want to make her happy. 

But then if I gave her everything she want, that wont be love anymore. The 11-years-old girl would be immersed in gaming if she got her own tablet/handphone. It already is quite not an easy task (if I have to range, I'll say mild) to not let her playing with mom's and dad's phablets. Surely it'll be tougher if she had her own tablet/phone/phablet.

So what's the big deal if a kid is attached to gadget? So far the lil sis isn't very much attached to gadget, but surely if she is, over time it'll affect her vision, might lead to vision impairment maybe? I don't want to rant about other side effects of gadgets on kids, we can all think or read about it everywhere. Kids should be exposed to their real life environmental surrounding a lot more than digital world. Of course since it is the age of digital, they shouldn't be allowed to not use/learn about it. But it should be under control.

As for my dear lil sis, I'm proud that her exposure to such worlds are well balanced. Unlike me, she's socially good with people as well as well acquainted with the digital world of technologies, TV's, internet etc. She make well use of them. She's good the way she is now.

-Loving someone does not mean you should give them everything they want. Loving someone is caring for what they need, even though you have to say no sometimes, because your rational-older-mind-with-little-bit-more-matured-way-of-thinking should be able to foresee pieces of what's good and what's not-


Assalamualaikum.

it's 2015.

Assalamua'laikum.

So here how it goes. Its been like a million years since I've come to this old "note-cottage". Basically I might even had forgotten about it. Wait, yes I did actually. HAHA. Today, somehow, I feel like visiting this "place", and hence the creation of this post. I read through some of my old posts, and I can't help but to laugh at some of them. Laughing at how immature I am back then. 

How over time, every single things that have shaped me to who I am right now have changed me (well basically I just wanna say how I've changed over the million-years of hiatus. I don't know if hiatus is even the appropriate word to use since blogging is not even a continuous things I'm working on or even am interest in. and I don't even know why I'm taking an argument over this insignificant thing. I might be regretting this when I'm reading this in the future. What a waste of time)

Anyway, the reason for this post is because.....TARAA~!

...

krik..krik..krikk..

no reason really.

I just feel like writing something. using alphabet like A, B, C, D, E, F,,...Z. Just that this post somehow came out as logically-spelled words. aha.

OK. stop it me.

***

I should come out with better stuffs next time. Something beneficial for the human race at least.

*standing proudly on the peak of the highest imagination for 2 seconds* 

OK seriously I need to stop.

Hati Itu Rindu..

Hati itu rindu

walau hanya sebentar

atau sedikit cuma

perkenalan di dunia

pada mereka yang turut merindukan Dia.

Hati itu rindu

walau sejauh mana hati dibawa

namun kasih tetap dirasa

tanpa sebarang ungkapan

pada mereka keluarga tersayang.

Hati itu rindu

tika segenap waktu

suatu rasa yang datang

mengetuk rindu di hati

pada dia sang pemilik rusuk.

walau sejauh mana hati itu pegi

biar sekuat mana hati itu berlari

walau terkala hati tersasar

jatuh dan hilang

tidak dapat dikesan GPS

dalam setiap degupan jantung

jauh di sudut jiwa

hati itu rindu

untuk kembali

pada Dia pemilik segala isi dunia.

Dia yg Kusayang di Sana.

Kadang2 terasa aneh bagaimana suatu perhubungan atau kasih sayang itu tercipta. Kan? 

Kasih syg yg terjalin kerana-Nya. 

Melalui blog beliau, aku mula mengenali insan ini. dulu zaman sekolah, kenal muka je. comel. pandai. suka dia. tapi tak pernah kenal beliau, diri beliau yg sebenar. beberapa tahun berlalu, dan terbaca blog beliau. 

MasyaAllah. 

Aku menangis membaca tulisannya. setiap yg diceritakan, yg disampaikan buat air mata aku tak berhenti mengalir. basah je pipi aku membaca setiap post2 beliau. bait2 kata yg mendalam. menyentuh lembut hati ini. 

Kisah yg disampaikan buat aku inspire, buat aku bersyukur atas setiap nikmat yg Allah berikan. Betapa banyaknya. super tak terkira. bukan aku tak tahu atau tak terfikir, tapi sebagai manusia yg alpa, aku lupa. itu sebabnya sebagai manusia, kita kena salalu diingatkan. terima kasih kamu di sana, atas ingatan yg diberikan. 

lembut. cukup lembut dan menyenangkan. warm je. 

Sepanjang perkenalan melalui blog & fb beliau, i started to developed a kind of kasih for her. kasih sayang yg terbina kerana-Nya. Subhanallah. Aneh kan? tak pernah jumpa, tak pernah bercakap.. bila semakin kenal, semakin sayang kepadanya - sebagai seorang hamba Allah, seorang akhawat. sayang kepadanya kerana Allah. Sungguh. 

Semoga kamu baik2 di sana, di mana pun kamu berada. semoga kamu dan keluarga kamu sentiasa di bawah lindungan rahmatNya. ameen.

=')

Assalamualaikum!

The sky - my all time favourite! 

surah amalan harian

Assalamualaikum ne~ hee^^ 

iman manusia ni ada naik turunnya. as for me, even some quote, or new knowledge would help increase this little iman of this little being =) jom tengok kelebihan2 these few surah yg kita salu amalkan ni.

Al-Mulk: This is one of my fave surah. jgn lupa baca every night ye~! ^^

Hepi beramal! =D

finished LI

Assalamualaikum.

was in silent for quite a while. to lazy to write and when got idea, too buzy to write. haha. ohh well, it's just for the pleasure of myself, so no big deal. ehe.

finished LI already. so now i'm at home, making friend with boredness. that's i guess, until i find something to do. let's just rest for a while first. haha. its been 2days already since i got home, but i somehow miss the dearly Paya Indah Wetlands and the people there. ohh. kak ita, incik zul, mira kecik, incik wan, incik din, akmal, incik mail, incik joil, kak ana, kak ina, ahh everyone lahh. it'll be super long to mention everyone's name. haha

the experience i gain there with everyone could never be replaced. how much i love those people there. huu.. ne, people of Paya Indah Wetlands, stay well, i wish u all happiness and bless, and may peace be upon you all..ameen!

***

super agree with this Maher Zain's fb status,

"Before you assume, learn the facts.

Before you judge, understand why.

Before you hurt someone, feel.

Before you speak, think."

so that one can learn to be more human who wouldn't easily hurt himself/herself and others as well. that's the use of mind. use it WISE, not just WELL.

Dead hearts & empty Supplications

assalamualaikum. 

•Dead hearts and empty supplications•

It is reported that Ibrâhîm ibn Adham (May Allâh have mercy on him) once passed through the market of Basrah. People gathered around him and asked: "O Abû Ishâq, Allâh the Exalted says in his Book. ‘Call on me, I will answer your prayers’, but we have been calling on Him for a long time and He does not answer our prayers. [Ibrâhîm] replied, “O people of Basrah, your hearts have died in respect to ten things:

- First, you know Allâh but you do not give Him His rights;

- Second, you have read Allâh’s Book but you do not act by it;

- Third, you claim to love Allâh’s Messenger صلي الله عليه وسلم yet you abandon his Sunnah;

- Fourth, you claim to be enemies to shaytân but you conform to [his ways];

- Fifth, you say you love Paradise yet you do not work for it;

- Sixth, you say you fear The Fire yet you put yourselves closer to it [by sinning];

- Seventh, you say death is true but you do not prepare for it;

- Eighth, you busy yourselves with the faults of others and disregard your own;

- Ninth, you consume the favors of your Lord but are not grateful for them;

- And tenth, you bury your dead but take no lesson from them.”

[Abû Nu’aym, Hilyah Al-Awliyâ’ 8: 15, 16]

credit: Coffee break for Muslims