It's been 2days dah dok sakit2 perut..tapi xdela sampai cirit-birit & muntah2 tu. Time maghrib semalam dah start makin terok. That time, asek teringat kat mama jek. How everytime aku sakit, mama la yang dok jaga aku. Risaukan aku. Now, here, 1st time aku sakit terok camni..time away from home.
I call mom. In less than one second hearing her voice, I burst into tears. Dunno why. Ohh, not to mention I made her worry too of course. She cried along with me. Can feel the sorrow she shared with me. The pain. I just can't stop crying talking to her. I need her here! (T.T)
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| been missing mom badly since got back to uni after midsem break (~.~) |
At night plak, I can't sleep. My whole body aches. My stomach especially feels not right. Kepala panas2 & denyut2 while kaki plak sejuk. Syukur laa ade one coldfever left in my drawer. Muntah2 lagi pas minum that ape salt tu..uhh~ Seriously can't sleep.
sakit is a way Allah nak kurangkan dosa kita. Firman Allah;
"Dan apa jua bencana, kesakitan yang menimpa kamu, maka ia adalah daripada tangan-tangan kamu sendiri (dari perbuatan salah dan dosa) dan (dalam pada masa yang sama dikenakan bencana dan sakit itu) Allah mengampunkan sebahagian besar dosa-dosa kamu" -Surah Asy-Syura ayat 30.
Then, baru laa tetiba nak terpikir betapa berharganya nikmat sihat tu. Nikmat masa lapang (my whole evening+night were wasted camtu jek sbb sakit..leaving all the work bertimbun2 xbuat). Mungkin Allah buat kita sakit supaya kita lebih ingat kepada-Nya. Mungkin sebelum ni, kita terlalu asyik sangat dengan dunia. Mungkin juga sakit itu sebenarnya bukan lah satu musibah tetapi merupakan salah satu cara penebus dosa oleh Allah dan menyedarkan kita dari kelalaian.
Alhamdulillah, getting better now. My whole body still aches lagi but not as bad as last night.
Sangat berterima kasih kepada Mira yang sanggup penat2 bawak aku pegi klinik, and of course concern from kawan2 lain..Trimass sangat2 (T.T)
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